Homecoming

I finally visited and reconciled with a very dear old friend last week.

The last time we were together was like a many years ago.  He’s actually very well-known in the sports arena and we actually have deep feelings for each other.  A friend of mine introduced him to me and well, the rest is history.

We were in that inseparable relationship since my college days.  We were faithful to each other.  I spent at least twice a week with him and even got my ex jealous.  What she did not know is that because of him I was able to make many good arrests during my police career and the credit was indeed his.

Until something happened.  

I was advised to steer clear of him for my own good due to a sudden medical diagnosis.  I was devastated to say the least.  However, my mind suppressed that love and we parted ways with a broken heart.  I was depressed for months and felt that my life is over.  Got lazy, ill-disciplined, overweight and unhealthily indulge in whatever that works for me to forget about him.  You get the picture.

2 years ago, that diagnosed condition got better.  I started to get messages from him telepathically.  Yea, its true.  Not from modern communication devices or messenger pigeons whatever.  That voice in my head got stronger and stronger.

Problem is, I simply do not have the courage to face him again.  I felt that even if we got back together, things wont be the same anymore.  Today, I have a wife, a son, a career to sustain and parents to oversee.  Also, I am sure he would be disappointed that i had aged and not performing well as before.

Now, the polarity has reversed.  That time, I need to leave him.  Now I need to return to him.  Deep down I know I need to, not because I want to.

Who is he?  His name is “Bodybuilding”.

He welcomed me with open arms in the gym but I struggled greatly during every meetup.  Not to mention the pain the next day like a bloody hangover from cheap wine.  And yes, I underperform and did not meet my own expectations.  His loving smile assured me that its gonna be alright.

There is now no reason for us not to be together again.

“Till death do us part”.  I hope I can keep this promise, all the way.